Nothing to do with politics or our Utes, or even my love of bicycles and cooking.
No, roughly a year ago someone who I suspected might be my biological father was snooping around my LinkedIn profile. I was mad for a few days, but let it go, moved onto other things and tried to forget about it.
Today I was working on my FB business page, with an alias as page owner. Just don’t need personal stuff mixing with my business page. Anyway, on this alias page my bio father popped up as a recommended or suggested friend. I was less than pleased. I dug into his profile to verify it was him, and it was.
This butthole left my mom and me when I was 3 years old. I learned today that he remarried 1 week before my mom and dad did. To say that this whole thing has me a touch mad, more than a little confused, and very frustrated would put it mildly. I mean he’s had almost my entire life to at least attempt to be part of it in some form.
I have so many questions, and things that I want to say. At the same time I wonder is it worth it? Although him leaving my Mom and me would explain partially why I don’t get close to many people.
I’m just trying to work through thoughts.